I don't want to talk about the fever my sweet girl has, with no other symptoms. Except the tell-tale drool and extra saliva, indicative of a sore throat.
I don't want to talk about the 2012 log I started today, tracking back a fever she had a few weeks ago that I didn't want to talk about. (ironic that it's on a page labeled "fashion". I have no time for fashion in my life!)
And then a bad cold the week after that.
And now this. The temps aren't as high as they were last year before her surgery, but it seems that perhaps we only had a two month respite from this.
But I don't want to talk about it. I don't want to talk about the car problems my mother in law has been having and how Bean didn't get home until 9:45pm last night after waiting with her for a tow truck. I don't want to talk about discouragement and loneliness. I don't want to talk about how I was up with Lily in the middle of the night and then laid awake for an hour, mad. And praying.
I don't want to talk about how the tonsillectomy wasn't a sure thing. We see the specialist again next week and that's what they will say I'm sure.
I DO want to talk about how the problem this week with my mother in law's car is related to a recall and after much time and many phone calls (and a great honest auto repair) it's being towed to the dealership and will be fixed for free.
I DO want to talk about how no weapon formed against us shall prosper. (link)
I DO want to talk about the healing I will continue to proclaim for my girl, until I see it to completion.
There's a lot I don't want to talk about today. But am speaking scripture over my family. For the word of God is powerful and that's the power that we need right now.